The street of awkwardness

Denim vest & polo shirt top -(Thrift), Pants -(H&M used quite often), RED CATERPILLAR Shoes -(FOREVER 21) accessories (Tomliz thrift store)

Photograph by : Deo eloi Cui

Okay, one of the biggest frustrations i had in life was modeling (awkward) Ever since I started building up my wildest dreams and vague goals in life modeling is on top of the list,
but i know in myself i wasn't that qualified - first i don't have the looks, the personality and height
(this is to much! Hurt!!!) haha what I have is only the


"CONFIDENCE"

and the ever dying believe in myself that I CAN! and no one can stop me. (Disclaimer: statement!)
and I always believe in a famous GAGA song and I Quote
 " I' beautiful in my way co'z God makes no mistake i'm on the right track baby
 I WAS BORN THIS WAY!"


I guess we have our own different characteristics and uniqueness for each of us - as long as we are happy then no can can stop us. because at the end of the day no one can appreciate us except yourselves! - so do what you want, explore the world and always believe in yourself - have faith :)

- and this is what I did in my very first street photo shoot mullet- 

at first it was very awkward ,people are looking at you (tricycle driver, the passenger, a "stranger") but once you caught their attentions the self esteem i have fuel's up - then I don't bother anymore . Instead it motivates me to keeps me in the [run] to try different strokes of poses - but the mortal enemy of that day was the "AIR" so its not cooperating gosh  its so unmanageable, waiting for the air to blow was frustrating,
 MY hair -I spend 15 MINS just to do it then all of the sudden only air can destroy everything! - terrified! Haha but all in all  I had a blast -so much fun, ( glad I made it ).

Denim All The Way

GOSH! I'm lovvin the bloggin I've been trying blogging since then but I kinda like have a short patience about it,maybe i wasn't that motivated enough to explore it, but  as of today I'm lovvin it thanks for the people who inspires me to try it (to drop some names are laureen uy, david guison, cheyser pedrogosa,camille co and the recent inspiration "aaron" and of course how could i forget the person who inspires me the most my "besh friend" deoeloi who gives me encouragement for all of these) haha this sound like an acknowledgement page in the book?? 

I went school today and this is what i wore-

 in my previous outfits i been wearing plain shirts and pants but to have some changes I decided to wear my old L - SLEEVE POLO SHIRT that i actually bought 2 year ago 

since then I did not wear it because I have a hard time looking for a pair for it good thing i bought this H&M DENIM pants recently, 

and come up a perfect combination of the two 

- FIMP

   this  L - Sleeve polo has its unique reversable style design inside

  If you noticed in my previous post I often used this bag with me but I've been using it handy, 

so for today I used it with a sling on it,

 -yes this bag has its dual purpose usage you can use it either handy or sling depending on your mood for the day

 plus it actually very comfy to use because the bag was actually made from leather... 

- FIMP